Showing posts with label suicide. Show all posts
Showing posts with label suicide. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

O Captain! My Captain!

I honestly wasn't going to write this blog tonight.  However after constantly hearing story after story, I'm just going to throw in my two cents, and my feelings towards the death of a man we should all know.  If you have no idea who I'm talking about by now, the answer is Robin Williams.

We've had a lot of celebrity deaths this year, from Phillip Seymour Hoffman to our very own Ghostbuster Harold Ramis.  However, it's Robin Williams death that just felt like someone punched us in the gut.  No one expected this, no one even knew.  I think the worst part is that everyone thought he was okay, and nothing even close to the idea of depression was seen. 

Depression is a hell of an illness.  Everyone deals with it in a certain way.  Some people don't deal with it at all, and they just live with it.  I remember when I was going through a tough time in my life, and my way to deal it?  Alcohol, and a lot of it.  Not one or two or three drinks a night, more of a bottle a night.  This is how I dealt with my depression, but I got out, from the love of my friends and my own realization that drinking my depression and sorrow away would solve anything.  I think it's when you have that realization, that's when you can reach your first steps of getting out of depression.  However it looks as though for Robin, he never was able to reach that realization, and he never got that help he may have needed.  

But let's discuss Mr. Williams.  His standup was hilarious, he had this energy and craziness that made him stand out, he had the stylings of Jonathan Winters, and well you either loved his standup or you didn't.  I for one loved it.  Like I said, he was crazy, wild, eccentric, and hilarious. 

However, it was not just Mr. Williams comedic sense that was amazing, but Robin Williams was also an amazing actor.  You saw Robin Williams caring and nurturing side in Dead Poet's Society and Good Will Hunting, to his crazy and fun side in Aladdin and Mrs. Doubtfire, to even his psychotic crazy side in One Hour Photo. The range on this man is amazing, he has it all.  It's seriously a crazy how good this guy was at acting, everyone thought he was straight up comedic, however Williams have so much range, and he deserved his Academy Award.  

Look, I'm not going to lie, get the message out, if you know someone that has mentioned being depressed, or just seems down in general.  Give them a shoulder, get them some help, let them talk it out.  It sucks, and being depressed happens, but not being able to talk about it, and not being able to discuss it sucks even worse.  It's getting out there to help someone sometimes.  You know, Williams spent his entire life making people happy and laughing, but in the end Robin Williams last final scene, has made us all cry just a little bit deep down inside.  We'll miss you forever Robin, I hope you finally found peace at last.  We're already missing you already.




Wednesday, April 25, 2012

New Blogger Interface

Uhhh...what is it with everyone changing everything?  Now don't get me wrong.  I love change and all, but I hate when it comes to learning a new thing on Facebook or a new thing on this thingamabob...it's just confusing me. So yeah...that's my complaint, and what grinds my gear tonight.  Hahaha...no no I'm not doing a Grind My Gears column tonight.

Tonight, lets reflect on the things that make us scratch our heads.  Now, not that I've been contemplating suicide or anything.  However I have been listening to a podcast while at work with the topic of suicide.  I don't know what it is, I'm deathly afraid of dying.  I think a majority of us are.  So have you ever wonder what it would be like to take your own life?  There are so many ways to go, and I don't know, they all seem pretty grisly to me.  I don't think I would ever do it.  Okay, I'm done with this somber topic.

So I guess I'm all over the place right now.  I got all this energy, and I think I'm gonna go play some battlefield 3 again tonight.  So keeping it short tonight boys and girls.  Thinking of my next move in life, and I'm thinking it's going to be a glorious move.  And boom goes the dynamite.