Well it has come to this. Literally I cracked yesterday. I know I wasn't supposed to see her. But I did. This is her city. I'm just visiting, but the best part it all seemed like old times we literally picked up where we left off. But things are different now. I can't change that, the only thing I can do is walk away. We talked about it and we discussed it. I say I write is somewhere and save it, and here it is. 5 years? Will I see her in 5 years? At that point I'll be 42, she'll be 29/30 depending on when. But the real question, will I crack sooner? The second question, Can I turn a no into a yes? Who knows, a piece of me says yes, but why? Arrogance? Confidence? Or just plain stupidity? Sometimes you need all three.
Today is my last day in Austria, and for the entire two weeks that I've been here, yesterday was the best day of all of them. Why do you make everything better? So so so much better.
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