Friday, so lets start on that day. I took a half day from work, and guess what, best thing ever. So anyway, it was Suzanne's birthday, so I wanted to make sure everything was welled prepared for her. Picked up her gifts, and waited for everyone to get home to head down to AC for the night. First stop Chickies and Petes for dinner. Next stop AC! So we get there of course the first thing me and Dave do, hit the tables of course. Cause well that's what you gotta do, you play to win you're down there right? Of course you do. I didn't win, so yeah, that's what happens when you go down there, however it's been forever since I've been down, and losing, well it doesn't hurt as much, so no worries. However, I got to do it all over again next week. Oh man...I can definitely win my money back next week though right? Fuck yes, of course I can.
Okay, welcome to Saturday. Oh man, what a day Saturday was, it was probably the most awesomest day ever. Started off with a nice run in the morning, watched a little anime/tv, then another walk/jog with Dave at the park. Good times, then right after, a nice game of NHL 13 at Jay's parents house we head to the mall. Picked a nice outfit for Dave's big day on Monday, and finally headed towards the Northern Liberties in Philly. So for a while I've been talking about this sweetheart of a girl at this bar called Dos Segundos. So as me, Dave, and Jay sat and had dinner at a table, I glanced across the bar and saw her. I knew she saw me, and she smiled. Do I think she remembered me? I don't know, but my heart was a flutter and it began pounding a mile a minute. It has been a while where a girl has given me this feeling. Does it sound gay? Of course it does, but when a girl breaks your heart, and you finally find someone across the room that makes you kinda melt inside, it's a little special. Anyway, there she was, and I did what I always do best...*sigh* drink.
That's right folks, good old liquid courage, because on this night, Wei was going to do what he totally didn't want to do, but needed to. Because honestly, it has been too long, and I'm pretty sure I need to get back out there. Oh, and yes, I put myself into third person, so shut up and no need to put me on blast for it, unless you want to...jerks. So after our meals, we pay the waitress and head to the bar. After talking for a bit, and my inebriation levels increasing, I finally was able to ask her name, get to know her a little, and you know the same shit I always do, which is try to be me. I don't know if it ever works or not, however I can't be anyone else but me. Well the night was coming to an end, I definitely wasn't going to leave without asking her. So, mustered up the courage, and asked her to dinner. With a sad look on her face, I knew what was going to happen next...because folks, she had a boyfriend, and I knew. Why because as Dave, Jay, and I were having dinner, I saw her talking to a guy outside of the bar. Then I saw her giving him a peck on the cheek, and what looked like a squeeze of the hand as he walked away. They had that look...the look that I want, the look that I want to have and wish I can get again. I knew right there and then, this girl was taken, and her heart belonged to someone else. I didn't have the heart to tell Jay and Dave, and guys, this is why I was so quiet, because right at that moment, as my heart was a flutter...at that same time, it broke and shattered all in one evening. However, that is life folks, and well...100% of the shots never taken, never go in. So I asked, and I found out what I already knew. Sometimes you just need to hear it first hand. I'll always have that bar that is becoming one of my favorites, and hopefully one day I'll become a regular too. On to the next one Wei, on to the next one.
So yeah, this is my life at the moment, what I want I can't have, what I can have I don't want. There's this story, a girl is speeding on the highway, and she gets pulled over. The cop says to her, "Sweetie, I've been waiting for you all day." And the girl tells the officer, "I'm so sorry officer, I've been trying to get here as quick as I can." And even though the joke/story isn't funny or anything, it does have a meaning, I don't know where this girl is suppose to be in my life, however there is one out there. And what I don't know is...she's on her way. She's trying to get here into my life, and I'll work on that soon. Some days I feel like Ted from, HIMYM. Doing my hook ups and loving the single life, but at the same time, I miss that feeling, that look, that linger. I can say it on here, cause well this is my soapbox, and I'm allowed to be a pussy/pansy. However in all honesty, I know no one wants to die alone or be single forever. I'm just keeping it real. Live, love, laugh...that's what it's all about right? Of course it is, of course it is.
Enjoy Eisley folks, it fits the theme of this blog. Oh, not my video, so don't hate, just something I found on youtube. So enjoy.
Oh hey guys, one last thing, my friend Paul is trying to get people to see his band at Souper Groove Music Festival this year. Check him out, the site is https://www.facebook.com/soupergroove. Contact Paul Galdi for more info. Should be a cool thing. ^___^
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