A What Now?

First things first...I'm extremely annoyed that this blog did not save on Thursday.  Then again, this hasn't been the only thing that is getting to me.  Pretty sure I'm at my tipping point, I'm positive I'm almost getting burned out.

I'm getting to the point where I just feel like someone is in for a real hurt.  I'm definitely thinking, work is kicking my ass, and well, I'm really at that point where I think I just might be placing a two weeks notice.  I guess I shouldn't be complaining, I'm lucky I even have a job.  However, isn't there a breaking  point?  It just seems ridiculous.  There has to be something entirely different in life.  I don't have to keep doing this.  What happens when you're doing the job of 3 different people.  Is it fair?  Is it even feasible, I don't know if it is or isn't, but I just feel like someone should be punched in the face...don't worry, I'm not going to.

Life has been a roller coaster lately.  I'm looking forward to the future, and I'm definitely looking forward to something different.  Last week I hung out with Rohan and his friends.  It was a great time, definitely got my mind off of things, and really enjoyed an awesome Flyers game.  Great seats too, section 114, and only 14 rows from the ice.  It was awesome!  Afterwards we hung out with Rohan's friend in a No Libs apartment.  It was amazing, great place.  In the span of 5 hours, I watch Rohan drink an entire 30 pack, and then some.  Don't know how, but the kid can still drink.  I just can't do it anymore, quite interesting.  We also played an awesome game of baseball.  It's a drinking game that places baseball and beer pong together.  Line up cups in a power I, and that represents the bases, then put one cup out into a corner, call it a home run shot.  So with a team of however many people, you have two baseball teams.  You have a team up to bat, and team that catches, a very interesting concept to the game.  A ton of rules, but definitely easy to learn and play.  Definitely a game I want to try over the summer.

This weekend, I spent a lot of great times with my friends and family.  I need more weekends for myself.  I need more time to learn and pic up on a few things.  I guess I got big plans for myself.  Honestly, I got to stop watching these TV show about yachts, houseboats, and homes made out of epic things, jebus, seriously I gotta stop.

I'm just tired, and really need to get some sleep, will most likely cut this short, it sucks, cause I definitely had a longer blog on Thursday than this.  However, I got to make some calls and look at some pics of that restaurant I've been looking at.  Night y'all, a new blog will come tomorrow.

I wish I can see a Kina concert this year.  Sad that I can't...booo!  Anywhoo, enjoy the video, it's a good cover.

Oh and check this out.

Better than Kina?

I don't think so, but CL does...such a Kina basher.

Time for Change

Have you ever read the book, "Who Moved my Cheese?"  It's quite and interesting read.  I've always had this notion that I would never fear change.  However, I am frightful of it.  No one enjoys it, it's just the way things are.  People fear the unknown, and I am not an exception.  However, the book, "Who Moved my Cheese," has helped me get over change.  It's not that I hate change, it's just that I like to know what I'm jumping into.  Lately though, I'm loving the fact that things are changing.  As I get older, I'm learning to embrace it more and more.  Maybe it's the fact that, the same thing has bored me now for years.  I want something that will excite me beyond belief.  Maybe this is why I'm taking the leap of faith lately to do things different.  Traveling, volunteering...writing?  I want to write so much more whether it be here, journal, or lyrically.  I really wish I can write music.  If I can learn anything, I think that's what has to be next.

So I said that traveling is key to the many things that I would like to add to my repertoire of change.  I've already begun planning next year's trip to Italy already.  I'm praying that my friends and family will be coming with me, if not no worries.  I am still excited at the fact that I will be going there no matter what.  It is what I have to do.  I need to use this Italian that I have built up inside me.  I don't know if it was a past life thing or not, but I definitely need to see this part of the world.  Everything about it is otherworldly.  I will not miss this opportunity to travel the world.  I may be young, and brash.  But I refuse to miss out on the best part of my life.  I hope to be in Europe again next year, and I'm definitely hoping to be in Japan in 2 years.  It's a place that I have always dreamed about, and I know I can get to.  These are things on my bucket list.  I want to be able to say itadakimasu in Koto, Tokyo, Hiroshima, basically anywhere in Japan.  I think this is where I'm going to leave my mark.  I'm a person that loves it.  I've been bitten by the bug.  I'm in love with traveling.  Let it begin.

Today, I came back to work.  I've realized, I've missed a lot.  To my fallen friends.  You will be missed, it's a scary time we all live in, I hope to make it to the next round.  However, if not, then c'est la vie.  It just wasn't meant to be.  However, I like to say, I've put in the time and hours in to work.  I've always been a strong believer of taking pride in the work I do.  However, it's getting harder and harder to believe that lately.  *Sigh*

Oh, and I really wanted to promote Spotify.  It's a pretty amazing thing/app.  Seriously technology is taking everything to an entirely different level nowadays.  It's kinda scary where technology is going to take us in the next 10 years.  I would never imagine having a personal computer as my cell phone...but here we are.  It's grand and scary.  Beware of the Terminator...