Last Words

Been thinking about this again...It's a weird and a touchy subject.  Lets be honest, death is not a fun topic to discuss.  However, it's not really death that I wish to speak of, more so the last few words that you say.  I never really thought what my last words would be.  In hindsight this is kind of depressing.   However sometimes you got to get through the depressing stuff to actually see what you're really missing.

Last year around this time, my dad had a scare with stroke.  That was an extremely scary time.  He had an issue with his eye, his blood pressure was through the roof, and all in all it was an extremely scary and dire situation.  My dad is the strong silent type, and he never really says much.  However, after the scare, it was good to hear him speak and say some encouraging things.  I'm glad now that my dad is better, and I really can't say anything bad.  He still needs to watch his diet, but he's doing well.

Like I said, my dad is not one to say a lot, however I'm glad I know enough about my father that I know what is thoughts were.  However, no last words were given to me by him.  Instead I got a gentle squeeze that made me realize that everything will be okay.  It's a scary thing to go through, but definitely a great feeling once you're out of it.

I was thinking, maybe my last few words would be, love you guys...and well, now I gotta drop a deuce.

Doode, this girl is only 16...crazy, and I can't stop listening to this song.  Dammit.