It Was Only A Matter of Time

Hey 2018.  You've been good to me.  Honestly I'm just writing this so I won't forget you.  As I stare at this screen blankly with my heart a flutter, I'm dreading the next few days.  Knowing that my time with you is quickly fading.  I'm going to treasure each minute.  I'm going to treasure you.  I'm 33 years young.  I still have no idea what I'm doing in life.  I'm trying to live my best life.  I'm trying to find the one.  Last couple of years have been play.  Now when it seems like I'm about to put all my eggs in one basket again.  You arrived...out of the clear blue sky.  How am I going to reach you?  My brain hasn't stopped moving a mile a minute. No matter how much I'm trying to make it stop.  Where is my future taking me?  I still don't know.